Samuel Mateo, Jr.

Sundays is Josie and I’s day to go out. We set this day a part to be together for a long period of time, usually about 6 to 7 hours, I usually pick her up around noon time. Of course we have to bring a chaperone with us, but it’s cool. We can usually find someone that is pretty cool. The only thing that sucks is that I have to usually end up paying for all three of us. This makes for costly weekends for me, most of the time. Sometimes I just pick her up and we eat at home and watch a movie or something.

Lately Josie has been sleeping in late on Sundays, mostly for good reason, but this cuts into our time together and yesterday was one of those days. I got a little upset but I picked her up around 3 pm and we went to eat at a new chinese buffet, already, the day started off on the wrong foot. We had a good time and what not but what came next was one of our stongests test to date.

For a reason that I cannot say Josie was really rude to me on a very sensitive subject and even went as far as not talking to me. This really got me mad so I did not speak to her all night. We went to church and I felt so bad that I got to church at around 7:45 PM and didn’t go in until 8:30 or so. I really did not want to go in the way I felt. I sat there right behind her for about an hour and she knew I was there but did not even turn around to aknowledge me. I was hoping she would say sorry and everything would be ok. The service ended and she didn’t even look at me and I just left. I was really upset and mad, and sad. I cried.

She had upset me and she didn’t seem to care. I sincerely thought for a second our relationship was over.

I usually call her everynight around 11 pm and I didn’t know if I should. So I waited and finally called her a litle after 12:30 am. After a couple of hours on the phone we settled everything. I keep telling her she needs to communicate with me cuz how am I supposed to know how she feels. Turns out we were both feeling the same but we did not know. Everything is ok and fine now. We sincerely love each other and I guess love can conquer all.

I told her today that I thought she would leave me and she was thinking the same thing about me. I said never, unless she tries to kill me or something. I will never leave her side.

(WIP) A Work in Progress.

Love Ya Babe! <3

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